Lately I have had the strangest feeling...
Sorry, it's not what you think it is. :)
I told K about it and she advised me to have it checked immediately because the signs are not that good. She already told me the worst that could happen, and so I went to Salve Regina to consult Dra. Cordoba. I gave her the details and even before she examined me, she already commented, "bata ka pa, it's nothing serious." During the physical examination, she confirmed that there was indeed something. She explained the possible scenarios, including the worst, but I was relieved when she firmly stated (as if she was very sure), "God will not make you sick because you are working for Him." She proceeded with the request for further test but she said that it was just for our peace of mind.
Yesterday I got another recommendation to consult a specialist due to a condition I never thought I have. But since Dra. Cordoba's statement came first, I no longer worry. Okay, just a bit. But I'm not really that scared. I know God is with me. And whatever happens, it is definitely for my own good. My faith tells me so. And my faith is stronger than any science. Because my God is larger than life itself. :)
As St. Martha (whose memorial we celebrated yesterday) said, I, too, declare, "Yes, Lord, I have come to believe."
And through all these, I keep in mind Ms. Del's advice: "Focus lang. Huwag kang magpapatalo."
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